Montag, 24. September 2012

keine lust das zu übersetzen

Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? 
yes
2) Got into a real fight?
no. not really. only with my mom. :D
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
yeah. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too many times
4) Tried to commit suicide?
thought of
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
OH LORD YES!
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
yeah
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
yes
8) Accused someone of using you?
no
9) Shoplifted?
whaaaaaat ever it is. :D
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Drunk: yes. High: no.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
yup
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
oooh yeah :D

(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
not really
14) Bored?
OH HELL YES!
15) Avoiding someone?
nope
16) Avoiding some task?
i should learn. lol. :b
17) Depressed?
bit
18) Crying?
near tears yes
19) Annoyed with a friend?
no
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
yup. if he wants me in his life ever again or if he just says this.

Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
yeeeeeeees
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
ooooh yes
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
yup
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
i mess up them so i don't worryabout the "if". i just worry about the "when"
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
no. not in religion (we only watch movies) and not in latin
26) Go out drinking?
yep. sometimes. 
27) Smoke cigarettes?
did. but i quit
28) Smoke weed?
NEVER EVER EVER!
29) Do any hard drugs? 
look above
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
whaaaaaat? :o
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
no. 
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
mhm. won't answer.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
yep
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
oh yes they do. but not the third
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
sometimes yes. i think it's called KARMA. oh and it missed some people. :b
36) Think things will get better?
if i could i would. but i know better
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
yeah
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
i did. sometimes i still do

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
boys look more attractive with SHORT HAIR!
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
nice smile. DEFINETELY THE SMILE
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
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42) Shy OR open?
bit of both.
43) Eyes OR body?
eyes. my boyfriend has the most beautiful eyes. they're brown and green and when he looks into the sun/light or it's very light they shine so bright and when i say "i love you baby" it's like his eyes smile. not his mouth.
44) Religious OR non-religious?
i don't care
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
boooth. but if he motheres me it's a no-go
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
whaaaaaat?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
no piercings
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
I LOVE TATTOS! but i don't care :)
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
both. :)
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
mhm. both. but most important is that they respect me

Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
alreade did. lol :b
52) Smoke weed?
NEEEEEEEEEEVER EVER!
53) Smoke cigarettes?
never again
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
mhm not sure
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
depends on what he did
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
already thought of it
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
mhm. yes. 
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
if i would have more time: yes!
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
i do
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
oh yes
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
no. i like my steak! ♥
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
yeah. 
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
i do. :D
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
no. then they're not real friends
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
no. 
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
depends on the person
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
already did. and will again.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
tried. but i like to eat!
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
mhm. not sure
70) Sleep naked?
in summer i do

You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
i don't care
73) Cellphone or Computer?
cellphone
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
chocolate milk!! ♥
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
very hard to choose! but i would say: FRIENDS!
76) Apple OR PC?
laptop :b
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
tv shows. they don't stop so quick.
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
don't know. both is good
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
alternative
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
listening to music
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
COKE: it tastes better
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
if i wouldn't be satisfied with who i am then yes, i would change myself drastically
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
clean vocal bridge
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
wtf are them?
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
whooooooo?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
comedy
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
outer space
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
shirts
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
don't know who they are
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
stay at school. after finishing you have more chances to get a job

Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. 
yes i did
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
yes i am
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
oh yeah. i want to go to ireland, england, usa, canada, australia
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
i wouldn't really "let go". i would still stay in contact with them
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
no not really :D
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
no. but all 4 weeks i really prefer to be a boy. i mean: i shouldn't be punished for being not pregnant
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
son: Ben, daughter: mila / emma 
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
don't think so
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
there's no specific
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
i lie to my mom

Montag, 17. September 2012

Pink - Just Give Me A Reason

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough 
Just a second we're not broken just bend
And we can learn to love again 
It's in the stars 
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bend 
And we can learn to love again! 

Freitag, 7. September 2012

Why do all good things come to an end?

Es war so gut. Es war so schön. Doch sieh uns an. Vor uns liegt ein Scherbenhaufen. Und ich lauf barfuß drüber. Alleine. Mal wieder ohne dich. Du bist nicht da. Ich kann langsam nicht mehr. Ich hab langsam keine Kraft mehr so weiter zu machen. Und du scheinst es nicht zu merken. Wie denn auch, wenn du nie da bist.